I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act
differently in front of those that I perceive as being “different than me”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
within judgments as the backchat that occurs within me when I see a person that
I perceive as being in another class than me, such as a person which is fatter
than me, a person which has a different colour of skin than me or a person of a
different gender than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
within games of polarity based on the physical differences between me and
another, such as the physical differences in weight, height, colour of skin and
gender, rather than acting equally the same as the principle of oneness and
equality towards and with all beings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deem a
person who is heavier than me, such as an overweight person, as being less
important than another less overweight being – such has having thoughts within
backchat where I would diminish the relationship with an overweight person so
as to not express myself unconditionally towards them but conditionally within
the self-imposed limits within my expression towards them – such as not looking
at them in the eyes or not considering them as equals.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge an overweight
person as being “less than me”, thus expressing the consequence-outflow of that
judgement as limiting my self-expression towards them as a contrived expression
of being uncomfortable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be uncomfortable
in front of overweight people, where I would deliberately experience negative
energies within myself through looking at an overweight person because of the
accepted and allowed conditioning of myself as the mind from within which I
perceive overweight people as being physically uncomfortable-looking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my
sense of discomfort towards people who are overweight because of the belief and
culturally accepted perception that an overweight person is a “disgust” and therefore
is “disgusting” to look at.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel
disgusted when I see/look/perceive a person as being overweight, from within
which I experience feelings of negatively charged energy because of me placing
myself in their shoes through the filter of the mind alone - within this, I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my mind
possession as ego towards and within people whom I perceive/see/look as being
overweight, and from within which I manifest within and as myself, the
negatively charged energy because of me placing myself as them through the
perspective of the mind alone, thereby projecting and living within and as
myself as negative energy, my own fears of being overweight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my
own fears towards and within people whom I deem as being overweight – from within
which the fears that I project are culturally born and reinforced through my
active participation within and as the mind as separation as spite, blame and
judgments towards and within those that I perceive as being different than me –
within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to
realise that through me judging a person as being “less than me” because of
being overweight or different than me, I thus place myself as being “less than
me” from within which I experience negatively charged energies within and as
myself because of me “projecting” my sense of self towards and within another
being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my
sense of self towards and within other beings, not realising that the mere act
of projection manifests within and as myself, the energetically charged
entities that are correlated with the culturally/mind consciousness, accepted
and allowed perception of another based on their physical attributes such as
weight.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act
differently when I am in front of a women.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act
differently when I am in front of a man.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act
differently when I am faced with a women whom I perceive as being overweight
because of the picture presentation of themselves which I perceive, through the
filter of the culturally induced perception as the mind, as being “unattractive”
thus experiencing within myself, the feeling of “unattractiveness” as the
temporal possession of negative energies that I experience as myself, when I
put myself inside the shoes of an overweight women.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act differently
when I am within the presence of a woman whom I perceive as being beautiful,
through the transformation and manipulation of myself as the modification of my
behaviours, stances, glances and mannerisms, only so that I can be positively
perceived by the women/girl whom I perceive as being beautiful.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act
differently when I am within the presence of a woman whom I perceive as being unattractive,
through the transformation and manipulation of myself as the modification of my
behaviours, stances, glances and mannerisms, only so that I can be released
from the negative energies that I experience within and as myself because of me
projecting my sense of self towards and within the women that I perceive as
being unattractive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to automate the
judgments I express towards other beings, such as the automation of the “back
chats” that occurs whenever I silently within my mind, judge another
person/being as being “unattractive” thus “less than the positive experience of
myself” rather than stop my participation within judgments as backchat so that I
can free myself from the mind possession and transform myself to what is best
for all, one and equal to all life and all living beings.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to perceive
myself as being equal and one with all beings that I encounter in my
world/life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remain
stable, within and as the physical, whenever I encounter/exchange/participate
within another being in this world – within this, I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to become instable, such as letting myself be
possessed by positive or negatively charged energies whenever I am within the
company of a being whom I perceive as being “more than” me or “less than me”.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate
within games of “more than” and “lesser than” whenever I participate within the
act of exchanging with another being – within this, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to be-LIE-ve that who I am as self-expression
is the result of energy – that who I am as life expression is energy which is
never stable but remains forever manipulated by the ups and downs of
experiences – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to realise that who I am as life is not of energy which is never stable,
but who I am as life is the physical, which remains forever stable HERE within
and as life as the principle of Oneness and Equality.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise
that who I am as life, is the principle of Oneness and Equality, as it is
common sense that all living beings are equals through and as the needs of the
physical – all living beings share the same fundamental needs from within the
grounds of equality as physicality as life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise
that I as who I am truly as life as the physical, does not judge or separate or
participate within games of winners and losers as the mind, but remains stable,
unmoved by the energetic possessions of the mind, HERE, one and equal as life
as all living beings in the world.
If
and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the "judgments
of those who are different than me" pattern, I stop, breathe, remind
myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it
is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When
and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of judgment towards
others, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct
into Oneness and Equality from which the judgment arose, if so, I forgive
myself, stand up from the judgment game and self-correct, if not i stop,
self-forgive my participation in judgment as an automated response to a pattern
of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I
commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about "judging
others" through the use of thoughts and emotions, ideas and beliefs,
comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example
of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of
illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living
Being.
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