I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use
substances such as drugs, alcohol and sugar because of the desire/need/want to
experience myself as being “more than” who I am as an energetic
entity/experience of “positivity”, instead of realising that the experiences
gained from the intake of such substances are completely illusionary and that
nothing coming from those experiences is real, because of only happening within
the confines of my mind – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to participate within polarity as the mind and that I have
used such experiences as definitions of who I am. I now see, understand and
realise that the energetic expressions of myself as the positive experiences
coming from the accumulation and discharge of the “positive energy” coming from
the intake of such substances, are illusionary and only keep me enslaved within
and as the mind, instead of releasing myself from such addictions of the mind,
and return HERE as the physical within and as the BREATH as who I truly am
within self-honesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to harm my
physical body through me not considering the quality of the food that I take,
whereas I regularly eat fast food and food which are not of high quality which
often results in physical feelings of being nauseated, wherein I would discard
such warnings of my physical body and continue eating that which my body is
directly telling me as being offensive to my system, because of only being interested
in the experience of eating food which makes my mind “feel good”, not
considering the input of my physical body which is clearly showing me the
mistake that I make in eating such foods through the pains and nausea that I
often experience after eating such poor quality foods – within this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow the desires of my mind
to experience the good feelings that comes from eating junk food, wherein I
would oftentimes experiment pain and nausea within and as my physical body
because of having a hard time digesting those types of food, wherein I would
discard those warnings and continue eating the junk food only for the purpose
of satisfying my addictions as energetic highs coming from eating such food,
instead of listening to the warnings that my body is giving to me through the
pains and nausea that comes after eating such poor quality foods, and thus to
stop myself from continuing eating those foods because of clearly not being
best for my physical body.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise
that my physical body is the only one who knows what is good for my body, and
that what the television, adds, publicities and media tells me as that which is
good for my physical body is mostly bullshit because of only being interested
in self-interest as the profits it seeks to gain from the gullible human
beings, and that whatever those mediums are telling me as being good for me is
mostly garbage – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to give my authority away as that which knows what is best for me, to
those who project themselves as authority figures in my world, whereas the only
authority of myself is myself, as I am the only one who is always with myself
and that I know what is good for my physical body simply because my body tells
me what is good for me, and that whatever some media is trying to sell to me as
being good for me should come second to what my body is telling me, such as stopping
eating foods which hurts my physical body even if it pleases my mind, because
the true author as the one “who knows” is my physical body, not my mind.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise
that the pains that i experience within my physical body after eating too much
sugar, or after eating too much junk food, is me telling me that the food I eat
is not good for my physical body – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t
accepted and allowed myself to stop eating whenever my body tells me that what
I eat is harmful to my physical system, wherein I would continue eating even
through the physical pains because of wanting/desiring to fulfil the addiction
of “sugar” or the addiction of “good feelings” that comes with eating junk food
– within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to
realise that the “good feelings” that comes with eating junk food/sugary foods
is a pre-programmed design, designed by the system to keep me enslaved to the
consumerism mentality, whereas I would seek to satisfy the desires to consume
more and more even if that would mean to harm my physical body in the process.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective
application and self-honesty, write daily in my blog so as to become a living
example to others as what it is to be a responsible human being which acts for
the interest of what is best for all, as what is best for all is best for
everyone, Equal and One with all living beings.
If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through
the “desire to eat junk food” pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it
is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage in for it is not what
is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.
When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of desire
as the thought of “wanting to eat food which my body tells me is bad for me”, I
stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness
and Equality from which the desire arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up
from the desire game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my
participation in desire as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and
bring myself back Here in and as Breath.
I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about
desiring to eat junk food, through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned
ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners
and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone
outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as
the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.
I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing,
self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the
desires and stop judgments within and as me and so allow me to express myself
unconditionally for the first time.
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