mercredi 6 juin 2012

7 years journey to life: Day 27: judging people






I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others within backchat where I accept and allow myself to have my “little judging space” from within which I judge other people in relation to myself whenever I am with the presence of others.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my judgments on the images as the picture presentation that others project in comparison to me.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarities of the mind through me judging others as being “less than me” or being “more than me” through me participating within the mind as judgments as the benchmark upon which I base my sense of separation with others - instead of realising that through me allowing myself to participate within judgments, I also allow myself to participate within the separation as the mind instead of stopping all games of judgments/separation and bring myself back HERE within and as the breath, and through using tools such as self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and writing in order to SEE/UNDERSTAND/REALISE my implications within my responsibility towards what I accept and allow within self and others, so as to eventually STOP all participation within the mind and bring myself back HERE within and as the physical as the principle of Oneness and Equality.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who are heavier/fatter than me as being “less than” because of their perceived accepted and allowances as a lack of self-will as the accepted and allowed conclusion as to why they have indulged themselves into abusive consumption of food – instead of realising that through me allowing myself to participate within judgments/feelings of inferiority as “less than” I also accept and allow myself to participate within judgments/feelings of superiority as “more than” within other areas/aspects/points/moments within my life – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that because I accept and allow inferiority as “less than” within me, I will attempt/try to hide it through exerting/projecting superiority as “more than”.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that superiority as “more than” and inferiority as “less than” is a polarity manifestation of the mind, and that if I accept and allow myself to participate within the polarity of superiority as “more than me” and inferiority as “less than me”, I am accepting and allowing myself to “play the mind’s game” of energy as the consumption of physicality.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the mind’s game in existing within the polarity of superiority and inferiority and defining such a polarity existence of the mind as who I am.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within superiority and inferiority, instead of remaining HERE within and as the BREATH as who I am in every moment within and as self-honesty as myself.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt/try to hide inferiority as “less than me” within me as what I am accepting and allowing to experience as me through exerting the projected illusionary presentation of myself as being superior.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish fat people through me accepting and allowing myself to judge them as being “less than me”, while at the same time forgetting that through me accepting and allowing myself to judge them as being “less than me” because of their picture presentation, I accept and allow others to judge me as being “less than them” because of my picture presentation – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that I do the exact same thing that those who have judged me when I judge another as myself.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that when I judge another, that it is me that I judge within another as myself.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that another is equal to myself within judgment.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others judgments of me.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged as inferior to another because of the fear of the feelings within and as me as the feelings of inferiority.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop all feelings/thoughts/ideas about inferiority through me applying myself within and as STOPPING the mind through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application so that I can bring myself back HERE as BREATH as who I am in every moment within self-honesty.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop all feelings/thoughts/ideas about superiority through me applying myself within and as STOPPING the mind through the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive myself as being superior as the thought of I being “more than” another, whenever I see the picture presentation of someone whom I judge as being “less than me” through the accepted and allowed values propagated by society and the culture I live/exist in, such as fat people and/or ugly people – within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others as being inferior to me because of the quantity of fat or the physical appearance they present themselves as.



I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me accepting and allowing judgments as superiority and/or inferiority to exist within me, that I am at the same time accepting and allowing judgments as superiority and/or inferiority to exist within another as me – within this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise that through me participating within judgments as “more than” or “less than”, that I am in fact participating within the polarity of the mind as the negative to neutral to positive energy within which I accept and allow myself to feed the illusion/separation within me as an energetic entity, instead of realising that who I am is Equal and one with the Physical as life, as the principle of Oneness and Equality with all living beings.





If and when I see myself moving or about to move into the mind through the judgment pattern, I stop, breathe, remind myself that it is a pattern of me as the mind I no longer want to engage for it is not what is best for me and what is best for all, One and Equal.



When and as I see myself moving into the automatic personality of judgment as the thought of “me being superior or less than another”, I stop, breathe, see if i have missed an opportunity to self-correct into Oneness and Equality from which the judgment arose, if so, I forgive myself, stand up from the judgment game and self-correct, if not i stop, self-forgive my participation in judgment as an automated response to a pattern of self-abuse and bring myself back Here in and as Breath.



I commit myself to stop myself from entertaining ideas and beliefs about judgments through the use of thoughts and emotions, learned ideas and beliefs about the human condition, comparisons and games of winners and losers to establish myself as an example of how Life could be for everyone outside of the limited living of the Mind of illusions and back into Life as the Physical, One and Equal for every living Being.



I commit myself to assist and support myself through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application and breathing – to stop the fear of judgment and stop judgment within and as me and so allow me to express myself unconditionally for the first time.





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